Changethis is a GOOD journal.
for some reason im confident now. i dont feel ugly, i do feel sad (because depression and another diorder idk the name of but its like something in my mind takes over and i dont kinda control myself anymore, i am awake during this and i know whats happening. i know what im doing i just dont control it, voices too. creepy mind lol )
BUT IM CONFIDENT AS COOKIES, oh and yeah no more swearing 24/7. a more nice me, i still swear but way less.
no more dark stuff, a happy silly me again. im done being this low self esteem mean person who makes threats she would never do.
i hope this depression and that voice mind control thing goes away, but i know i got my friends to help! !!
i love all of you guys, dont ever forget that. though i will stay the same person basicly, i will just be nicer and the person i want to be, i will just be me.
thank you friends, thank you followers, thank you person reading th
How to: AnatomyHuman anatomy is, for sure, one of the hardest things to draw. But at the same time it's one of the most interesting things to draw, because... hey... we love making characters, and it's nice if they at least look a bit like a human being. I'm still far from perfect at drawing the human body, yet I've accumulated some very useful tips, tricks and websites.
Drawing from life
Drawing from life is awesome!
Look for life drawing classes in your environment, or if they're not available; ask your friends to pose for you. Go have a drink in the city when the weather is nice, and sketch people passing by. There's nowhere you learn more about human anatomy than by observing and sketching real people. There's only one downside to this; dynamic poses are tricky, as it's hard for any model to hold a difficult pose for a long time.
And no... drawing (nearly) naked people in a drawing class isn't awkward. I
How To Understand Introverted PeopleIt may seem at times I have
Little to offer when it comes
To the art of conversing,
Opting to remain in the shadows
Rather than to put myself
Directly in the centre like most.
Often any type of social situation
Is like a conflict zone in my eyes;
The amount of loud noises bubbling
From the throats of others, it's like
The consistent beat of a war drum.
As for any arguments, I feel as if
I'm caught in the firing line, the
Persistent sense of unease underling
The coat of my stomach triggers me
To turn tail and run for cover.
On the facade I'm a mere lone wolf,
Aloof, wanting nothing more than the
Entire room to lapse into silence.
I place no blame upon you for thinking
Wrong of the way I act - I must be
Awkward, I must not like making the
First move therefore I'm hard work.
Under the surface, I'm just like you,
Afraid of others judging me for the
Smallest and most stupidest things.
All I hope is to be welcomed, to be
Accepted by one, if not a few who
Takes the time to coax me out of my s
fandoms im a part of |
disney (bolt, lion king,ect)
i also watch alot of anime like
i love lapfox music
and love bmth
and i am part of the furry fandom
Flutter Shy if its ok with you?
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